The mind is in Organized Chaos, living a perfectly imperfect life
It's like in a clean white sheet of paper with an annoying stain in the middle, people would notice, not the whiteness of the sheet of paper, but the stain in the middle.Same goes with being a good son in the family. You screw up one time, and everyone remembers it for all time. LOL.
Unfortunately, it's far too easy to focus on one's mistakes rather than ruminate on their achievements. Like they say, you're only as good as your last performance.
Can't stand the craziness? Scream!